I am waiting for the moment when I 'click into my seat'. I feel like right now I am just leaning back and forth and swaying from side to side to try and find the right balance for everything. I know the time is coming. I know as soon as I feel that 'click' - I will be in the go lane. I will know how to balance. I will know how to study. I will know how to have friends. I will know how to get the residents to like me. I will know when I need to get away. I will know how to spend more time with Jesus. Heck, maybe I will have time to read a book for fun - that's kind of pushing it.
Until then, I will wait. I will pray, and I will be grateful my week of 'first tests' is over.