However, these past few days I see nothing but God's love. He does find me worthy for reasons I do not understand, and He is and has been using me without me even knowing it. Whether it's through my job, through me returning to Brazil in May 2011 with a new team, or through friendships that have been established over the past few months, He has used conversations and stories to use ME. I have no idea why. Yet I stand in awe of it.
Last night, I laid in bed awake in pure adrenaline. I was so excited about the realizations I was making and that I was starting to see God's hand in my life.
I think "worth in God's eyes" is something that a lot of people struggle with, and I also think that people look too far to see what they can do to bring glory to Him. It doesn't have to consist of special talents or abilities. Sometimes, our worth is right in front of us, and we don't even know it.
I am so blessed and so in love with my God.